Boredom strikes again

Haiz im feeling bored right now and these few days im not in d mood to go out or talk to friends in msn idk why sry guys haiz.. ingeh puringeh.. i miss those times where after school i would meet up with malik to pick up his lil sis(i miss her btw) and then go off to his house to play X-box and crack some jokes and stuff, im not really happy with the state im in rite now, he was like jesus to me(only that he's black) and light up my life whenever its dark (i still love all my friends i made last year and this year) and yeah, seems like all we had is over now, i can leave with my head down and yeah i feel so stupid i feel like kicking myself in the ass sometimes, i was running in circles i hurt myself just to find my purpose. Oh and to all my niggas out there, you can put the blame on me, i can cook ur maggie curry.

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for


And yeah i know that i've changed but hey at least i still have a heart to apologize right? im not a complete monster =) its hard to say, but i hope everything will be okay